new blog,new spirit,aicece.
not using this space anymore.
u can visit my new blog,Me Maiself and I okeh~ :D
enjoy folks~!
not using this space anymore.
u can visit my new blog,Me Maiself and I okeh~ :D
enjoy folks~!
oh my deary bloggie.
kinda sux cuti ini.
feel like useless je.
i've done nothing so far,nothing valuable i mean during my holiday.
plan itu ini,namun,hakikat nye~ arghhhhhhh
da mcm koala bear je,duk atas pokok n tdo for da rest of da day.
geez..
well,here's what i'd plan time xm wik aritu.
-blaja gitar
-blaja masak
-pro driving,around kl (ya,i noe lame enuff,kasik can la beb,haha)
-kemas bilik.
-soping soping.
-turun kn brt bdn.
-ngk wyg smpai muntah.
-berkebun
oh oh,so many things to do,konon je,instead of doing ol those things,i am:
-memerap je dlm bilik,dgr radio.
-surf tenet.
-tgk anime smpai muntah
-ceting ceting.
-karoke alone.
-tgk tv.
-oh,i still manage to not to sleep during day time.
-thou,hp pn da bolayan,hrp je beli hp br,cet.
-jd pemandu veteran,aku je do the driving~ arghhh.
-dload lagu lagu hits,konon uptodate la sgt.
-excercise,wahhhhh,but still,my weight still da same,demm.
-lipat baju.
-lupe nk kemas bilik.
i think dats ol kot.
see,what a waste.
haha.
anyhow,i'm looking forward for nxt sem.
bajet bajet mau bz the whole sem.
i'm taking 6 sbjects,being de comitte for sports carnival.oke oke,nk jd hicom~!
ahahaha.
n then,mcm nk hire sumone yg terer men gitar karan,ajaa gua men gitar.
i need sum entertainmnt for myself.
LMAO.
well,there's a reason beneath ol dis.
i mean,seriously,i need sumthing to bothers me,from thinking bout dat crappy matters.
yeah.
atleast,i do noe how to play happy birthday song using gitar karan,gaaahahaaa~
not dat happy birthday by click five,aiyok.
the classic one.
yada yada yada.
till then.
ciao.
dear bloggie.
10th jan had passed by.
n i'm officialy 21.
to say it loud n clear,i'm getting a lil' bit older than the rest of my frens.
but,age really does not matter,when u were born,on what date.
its how u bring up ur attitude these days,decently,modest,bad,u named it.
coz,for now,in the age of 20 (coz,most of my frens still enjoying their 20th moment),hv the ability to think wisely,to differ,between right or wrong.
so,dats make no difference at ol of being 21 than 20.
i kept on saying dis thing to my frens,when they say "haha.ko da tue.aku mude lg"
i noe,sound like defending myself,but it's juz it.
i'm getting more n more birthday wishes from my frens dis year.
lotsa more compared than last year.
mayb coz weeks b4,or a couple of days b4 my birthday,i had purposely remind them of my birthday.not ol of them.i noe my limit.LOL.
zillion billion n million thx my frens,from de one dat i rarely contact,to the one dat i love most,thx for da wish.
n for da present as well,by now,i hv 2 spongebob.
thanx to anai and shaza.
i'm indeed had ask anai to buy me the spongebob,but shaza really dint hv any idea on how badly i want a spongebob for my birthday present.
itu rezeki~. thnx guys.
n for awanis,dat wuz really a surprise.
the cuppies,the presence of her sis in front of my house on my birthday,really touched me,a lot.
thx a lot beb.
n whats best,is dat,before the day turning to 11th,around 1158pm,my fren from japan,nik called me tru ym.
testing,whether i heard the sound of his guitar,so,i had once again asked him (muke xtaw malu btol) to played me a birthday song before i'm turning 21 n 1 days.
cool enuff.
frankly speaking,my vision,my mission in my life,after being 21,still cloudy n blurry.
i hardly couldnt even figure out,what i want in my life.
sumtimes,it feels like i'm on the right path,but once i'm falling apart,i kept on questioning myself again,whether i'm still on the right lane,or melencong abes.
but,i am hoping, praying as well,to the Almighty,to Allah,to gv me the strength,faith,on continuing my life journey,as smooth as it can b.
2008 must b good.
as far as i'm concerned,10th january wuz also the day of awal muharram.
the mark of new year in islamic calender.
so i must be grateful,not ol people hv the opportunity like dis.
n oso,on 2006,hari raya haji oso happened on 10th jan as well,so basically,i can consider that my birthday date is an islamic date.
haha.
peeps do said,when ur 21,u hv the key to freedom.
i dunno whether dats true or not.
but whats funny is,one of my fren said that "ko if nk kawen pn,xyah mntak permission parent da,gile bes"
haha.
do i hv to think bout getting married now?
i'm 21,n i'm getting older day by day,but i think its not necessary to think bout dis matters ryt now.
LOL.
unless i hv find my true love (as true love really exist),oke,lets rephrase it,until i find sumone who can love me for who i am,b wif me no matter what happen,i'm defenitely oke if i haf to kawen on 21,or 22 or in 23,or 24 bla bla bla.
hahaha.
i think,dats ol for now,10th january,i'm 21,God bless me.
6th jan 08.
oke.its kinda weird when u hv to celeb ur bday early than the exact date.
but who cares.hoho.
i went to times square for an outing wif anai,my former classmate back in mrsm taiping.
actually,we did met las month at da same place,but today it is more special coz,hell yeah,she wanna gv me a present for my birthday.
so,we went out,makan2,chit chat a lil bit at mc'd,n then we watched movie.
its AVP,or alien vs predator.
we got into dis biggggggg hall of cinema,but its not full house.
whatever it is,the seats are sooo comfortable,n yet its centered.
sorry to anai, i noe she dint watch dis kinda movie,but for me,she sacrifice everything (cet.poyo je)
AVP,boley la tahan.besides those disgusting saliva (whatever lendir it is) dat came out through those predator and alien mouth, the effect is superb.
finished watching AVP, we started hunting for spongebob.
i wanna spongebob.yeahh yeahhh.
i dunno why.but i wanna spongebob.
since las year lg.
i want spongebob,but i dun wanna buy it for myself.
i want somebody to gv it to me.
haha.
gile demanding.tp who cares,its juz once in a while.
bukan slalu aku mintak yg bukan bukan.
we went to dis stall,selling lotsa soft toy.
n the price pon boley tahan la.
not too expensive.
so,anai bought me da spongebob.
yay~.
finally.
there's sumbody who cares to gv me a spongebob.
ahah.
so,i had to brought along my lovely spongebob upstairs,downstairs,to kfc,n everywhere,while shopping as well.
luckily no one stares me n like "dah besa pn beli spongebob"
i oso noticed there's some guy yg beli spongebob jugak.
i dunno whether they bought it for their girlfriend or what,but whateva it is,u rock guys,haha.
so after i got my spongebob,we went to borders,sat in front of engineer bookshelf,i did search for a book title "fourier series for dummies" as it is exist.
but i found nothing.so me n anai juz sit there and continue our chit chat.
flashback everything.reminiscence our bittersweet when we were young (mcm la tue sgt skrg ni) n finally its 515pm.
got back to monorail,sighing,relief as i dint met anyone dat i know accidentally there.
n then we apart at medan tuanku as i wanna met my parent at sogo.
so,there goes my pre-celeb bday.
n i'm njoying it.
thanx nai.
n jage chiby lek lok.hihi ;p
btw,meet my spongebob.ehe. ;)
hello bloggie.
hello 2008.
its 4th of jan.
n i'm counting days till 10th.
cant fake the excitement.
yea.i noe.poyo.
but.its too gud to be true.
turning to 21 make me feels...a bit older.
n a lil bit nervous.
because..*pondering,scratching head*
ok.update later.
most probably on 10th la i guess.
till den.
i'd been tagged by someone (cant mention person,ley bikin scandal ;p ) to do a list of perfect lover whatsoeve.but before dat,i'll come wif da rules of dis game below.
1. the tag victim has to come up with 8 points about his/her perfect lover.
2. have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. if you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT. (-_-!)
gender:male (of course.)
1.hv a great sense of humour,in other words,knows how to make me smile.
2.can appreciate me well enuff as i will appreciate him for da rest of my lyf.
3.he'll be there when i need him.
4.he can accept my family as i will try my best to fit in his.
5.love me for who i am.
6.stable financial.
7.waving hair.for instance marshall allman ;)
8.cute in my eyes.ehee.
there goes da list.
it takes me almost half an hour to figure out what and how wud my perfect lover be.
well,i noe there's no such thing as perfect lover in dis whole world. (unless u're a supermodel.u can choose whoever u want to be ur life partner)basically,if i'll b in a relationship someday,one fine day,i most probably want it to be simple as it may seem.perfection is not necessary.as i'm also not superficially perfect.both strength n weakness,i'll love both.
jiwang is not an option here.haha.
i guess de song dat been played in my laptop makes me go jiwang a bit.LOL.
dats ol.
n i'm tagging:
1.awanis
2.ika
3.mustah
4.eliana
5.haikal
6.dynat
7.amir
8.mira
thou i dunno if de person listed above ade blog ke x.sume name juz came acrossed my mind ol of sudden n i juz type it.sorry. ;p
n once again,its juz a game.
no offense.
till then.need some sleep.
dear bloggie.
its the 11th day of raya.n i think the "soon" (mood) of celebrating this blissful event is kinda decreasing.wif ol the workers hv going back to work.ol kids are going back to school,sitting for their examination.n not to forget,ol my fella frens,mostly from the ipta,are strugling,studying for their final xm as well.gdluck guys.n heck,i'm stuck at home doing ol the chores n picking up my lil bro from school since my parent are at europe by now.
oh.btw.i'll take dis opportunity to apologizes to everyone.if i did wrong.bad deeds.bein' naughty,mulut laser,well,its beyond my control.no,i mean i can control it but,its just me.i'm not dat kind-hearted person.i am MEAN.hoho.so.maaf zahir & batin guys :)
remembered back how i celebrating the raya.it wuz kinda so-so.not too bored.yet not too njoyable.well.at least i took part in mak uda's challenge,counting the chocolate.but i lose.my brother yg dh umor 22 plak menang.he win n get rm20 from mak uda.cis betul.extra duet raye.
my family din go anywhere on first day of raye.we juz lepak2 at rumah waiting for the others to came by visiting us here.yela.tok n toki quite famous what? ade je yg dtg bertandang. :)
the rest of da day,i juz toss n turn on my bed reading novel until i fall asleep.really,i dun haf anything to do.besides helping mak su at the kitchen once in a while if ade guests yg dtg.
i miss natasya a lot.
she's pelat when talking but very talkative.
n yet,i found out that she's quite brilliant.
she's a quick learner.
n she's only 3 yrs old.
damn i miss her cute smile n face.
n heck,she likes me.hahah :)
boley x nak adik perempuan?
i'm staying at terengganu till 4th raye.
then my family n i going back to perak.
we headed straight to kuala kangsar,kampung side ayah.turns out dat pak din n pak mi going back to their hometown dat evening.luckily sempat lagi nk kutip duet raya from them.
after dat,basically i'm juz hang out wif my cousins throughtout the nyte,not going anywhere coz my dad got reunion wif de old boys cliffordian.so tired dat day.yela,the journey from kt-kk,is lyk 8 hours (not dat my dad is a slow driver,but the traffic wuz so heavy)i wuz hoping to go back home n dload some tv series n watch it on my bed.woa~ how pleasure.
i think dats ol by now.
no more blog till i felt to do so.
dada~
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dear blog.
ak slalu dgr org sebut LA TAHZAN.tp ak xpnh nk amek taw ape mksd die.ape mnde LA TAHZAN tu.n i even dun care bout it at dat time.
sejak due menjak ni.ak byk di timpa mslh.ak slalu bersedey.berdukacita.every nyte i cried till i sleep.mmg slalu mcm tu.asek memikir kn ape yg berlaku dlm idup ak ni.keep on wondering.pondering.apsl mende2 mcm tu.ley terjadi dlm idup ak.
pastu.lately.ak slalu gk aa dpt forward msg ym.sebut LA TAHZAN! pastu ade la ayat2 skit dipetik dr LA TAHZAN tu kot.ayat2 die agk menarik.ms ak bc ayat tu ak tgh down.ak bc ayat2 tu.ade mcm dpt smgt skit la.
tp.ak still xtaw ape itu LA TAHZAN lg.ak igt kn.itu mayb name kitab hadith ke.ape ke.ak assume mcm tu jee.pastu td.kan umh ak dkt ngn masjid.ak dgr ustaz yg tgh bg ceramah tu.die cte psl camne Nabi Muhammad SAW menghadapi cubaan dan dugaan yg sgt teruk mase mule2 nk sebarkn agama Islam.pastu Fatimah slalu sedeyh tgk ayah die mcm tu.then Nabi kate "LA TAHZAN!" bile ak dgr ayat tu lg.ak pelik.aik?LA TAHZAN lg.ape tu ek?
ak pn tanpa mmbuang ms.trus search kt tenet ape mksd LA TAHZAN.oh.rupe nye maksud die "jgn bersedih".
ade buku die jugak.mcm2 versi da kuar.dkt indon da popular.Dr Aidh Al-Qarni yg tulis buku tu.org2 yg bc buku tu comment.die pnye ayat2 dlm buku tu wuz very beautiful.once ko bc.ko rs tenang dn aman je.salah satu alternatif utk menenang kn perasaan yg berkecamuk n berdukacita (selaen recite AL-QURAN).
ni ade petikan dr buku tu.poem yg dikarang sndri oleh Dr Aidh Al-Qarni.
If you are stricken by poverty, others are chained in debt.
If you don't have shoes, others have no feet.
If you feel pain now, others have been aching for years.
If your son dies, other have lost many.
If you have sinned, then repent.
If you have committed a mistake, correct it.
The doors of repentance are ever open!
The fountain of forgiveness is every rich!
So, don't be sad!
Let all bygones be bygones!
What is predestined for you, you shall see it!
Being sad will not change anything!
So don't be sad!
Sadness spoils your life!
Destroys your happiness!
And turns it into wretchedness!
So don't be sad!
Supplication is your shield!
Prayer is your beacon!
Prostration is your means!
So don't be sad!
See how vast is the earth!
How nice are the gardens and forests!
How bright are the stars!
All are happy, but you are sad!
So, don't be sad!
You have sweet water to drink!
Fresh air to breathe!
Feet to walk with!
You sleep safely in your bed!
So, why be sad?
Every cloud has a silver lining!
After long nights, come the bright sun!
Life will soon give you a smile!
So be ready to get it!
And don't be sad!
Real life is that spent in happiness!
So cross out you sad days from your age!
Peace of mind is the real treasure!
Sorrow avails not!
So don't be sad!
true isnt?
ayat2 die mmg sgt menginsap kn ak.
i've so much to see.so much to learn.
jgn nk mourn xtntu psl bout sumthing yg ak sndri pn xpasti.n ape2 yg da jd dlm idup ak.
ak search gk.org la ckp.buku ni ssh nk jpe.yeke?
btw.rege buku ni RM 44.50.not bad gk aa harge.
klu boley.ak nk cr la buku ni.
klu org nk gelak kt ak sbb ak br taw psl mnde ni xpe la.
ak xkesah.ak seda.ak ni ilmu pn kurang.
naive lg psl agama.xckup kuat.
tp slow2 la.ak tgh blaja.
till then.da~